Friday, September 24, 2010
so..ended like tat...fine.i know its my fault.its all my fault.for maing you try it out with me.i know ur crying now.i also know that the girls will come and scold me and beat me and everything.dunt u tink i feel hurt too?u sae i dun treat u like my stead,then how u wan me to express it?at least tell me how to express it?forget it...perhaps we really are not meant to be.we had fate,no affinity.we had a past,no future.I'm sure u will find another guy 100x greater than me.i strongly believe it.idk whether if i will b gone next year but i hope i will...i dun wanna stay in BVSS anymore.no longer...not cause of u but cause all of the things that have happened.even if i'm gone,i will still tink of u everyday.while u?maybe u will just live on with life...i know takes time to forget a person.i rly did not wish for things to happen this way.but its u who said that i dun treat u like me stead.u know the reason why i asked for it?its cause i dun not want to see u cry so much in class anymore.maybe u still will,but not as much as when we r steading.i also wanted to end the misery in you.like wat Sanjay told me,its rly very hard for you 2...just to add on...thanks for the 1 month u gave me...i enjoyed sending you home when i could.i will always remember the date:
2/9/10cause that was the date we started,the day u gave me a chance that i could nvr ever recieve again.jus to tell you...i love you.no matter u believe it or not,i rly do.
BADMINTON! 9:56 PM