Friday, January 28, 2011
Math tells us 3 of the saddest love stories:
Of parallel lines, who are never meant to meet.
Of tangent lines, who were together once then parted forever.
And of asymptotes, who could only get closer and closer, but could never be together.
Do you want to know what my problem is? I will tell you what my problem is…
i love you. I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your
gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I
love the sound of your laugh, i love the way you get mad, i love the
way i dont understand you at all. I love the way I can be having the
worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I
love how when you touch me I get weak,
thats my problem...
aww,sad.
BADMINTON! 10:53 PM
i do know that u noticed.i do know that u asked bernice to come.i appreciate it...thanks alot...for gettin a new stead,and for making me give up completely...
BADMINTON! 9:20 PM
Remember the time we joked together and conversations at night and afternoon?..
Remember when you cared bout me i'm so happy (;
Remember when we keep calling each other names?(;
Remember we stayed up late at night smsing each other till you fall asleep and then i went to sleep?(;
Remember the First time i said I love you? (; I really mean it .
but too bad...u got stead le.haha~
BADMINTON! 7:51 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2011

BADMINTON! 8:54 PM
i'm breaking down...down...down
breaking down now,breaking breaking down now
Those words:i am your man
i used to believe in u,why
So tell me
Why is this happening to me?
baby,i cannot do anything
just like an idiot
being left alone
why are u leaving me?
What do u want me to do?
u rly got stead?i'm happy 4 u...u sae i always wanna make u jealous...but,are you???no rite??????since i know,what do i bother doing that for?
BADMINTON! 8:41 PM
GIRL LANGUAGE
-> if i dont text you :
( its because im waiting for you to text me .. )
-> when i walk away from you mad :
( follow me )
-> when i push or hit you :
( grab me @ dont let go )
-> when im quiet :
( ask me what's wrong.. )
-> when i ignore you :
( give me your attention .. )
-> when i PUSH YOU AWAY .. :
( pull me BACK )
-> when you see me crying :
( wipe my tears w/ ur handkerchip )
BADMINTON! 8:40 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Now then I realise.I have been too over protective of u.even after we break,u play with guys I also jealous.that's y I was emo.I alder am in no position to care bout u anymore.so y did I?very angry with myself.ur no longer mine,I shld give u back ur freedom.y did not I?u dun even like me anymore.why should I care?its ur own choice...why did I get jealous for?thoroughly no position rite???
To you:sorry.I have been to protective of u.I did not allow u to make guy friends...its my mistake...
BADMINTON! 7:59 PM
Friday, January 21, 2011
tarrot reading results:
Soh Ada:This person has a big secret
Rachel Happyface Luai:This person has a good heart
Melvin:Have you recieved a gift from this person?if not,you will
Darrvin:Is this family?
jiesheng:this person adores and respects u more than he shows
Angie:This person loves intrigues
jackie:This person is showing you unconditional love.(yucks)
Yuki koh(person u dk):This person is there when you need
Bernice:This person will grow old with u
haha.stupid predictions...haha
BADMINTON! 10:28 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2011
i wonder...what if i nvr met you?nvr knew you?or nvr fallen for you?would things have gotten this messy?
i wonder...what does it take to own ur heart?or rather,keep ur heart?
i wonder...what took me the courage to ask for patch so many times,gettin rejected over n over yet still askin.
i wonder...what made u fall a stupid guy like me,hu only knows how to cause so much pain to you...
i wonder...when u get a new stead,will u tink of me?dun tink so...u will be filled with bless...
i love you,yet not expressing it out
i need you,yet not showing it.
i miss u,yet not tellin it.
i want you,yet gettin rejected every single time...
so how?move on?ya.i tried.i'm sick and tired of this game.stop this game will u love angel?it's either we both seriously got miracle and patch,or we both move on.don't keep us stuck at a position where wherever we go,its the wrong path...
BADMINTON! 9:11 PM
i know i am rushing u,and givin u presure.but,i believe,as we stead and go on,and endure all the hard times TOGETHER,we will b a couple that everyone envys...u said u wan it too right???????why don't u give not only me a chance to prove myself,but also u?hope u consider it
BADMINTON! 6:51 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Feel like ending my life straight away...y?
Cause I jus feel like it.y can't we get another chance?is life rly that cruel???these I still can tahan.but at the streaming year?!u gotta b kiddin me.god,stop playin ur jokes on me.let me go back to ur side to serve u.I no longer wan to be on this world.I wanna go to another world.can???not.so wat can I do?slit?huh?then wat,cry every single day???wat does life wan from me???I cannot take the jokes anymore.too much k?jus too much...envy those hu have succeeded in life.whether in releationship or otherwise.they are all going so well... Wats is wrong with me?asking her for a patch when I Noe she likes another guy???am I out of my mind???why till this date,which has been months,I still cannot forget u???why la?!some1 tell me why?love is a trap.I agree...what can I do to get out from this trap and from those memories that we shared and are still playin my head???
BADMINTON! 10:24 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2011
i jus wanna sae this.
i...i have forgotten u.k?u can go like another guy now.i'm fine with it.i...i'm all over it now.forgotten u completely.forgotten the past,the memories that we shared.u...u may..u may like another guy now.i...dun...care....
BADMINTON! 12:50 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2011
3rd post today...
i'm rly rly foolish
i know of nobody bout u
your lookin at someone else
Yet you have no idea of my feelings like this
i won't be in your days
i won't be in the memories either
however,Only you,i only looked at you
and the tears keep coming.
As i watch you walking past
i'm still happy
Even yet you still dun know my heart
i should stop this and go
i rly want to see the day
i'm withstanding the pain everyday
"i love you" is playing on my lips
Alone once again,crying for you
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
i look at ur pretty smile also
but i cant laugh with you
i'm thinking bout you so much everyday
my head and heart is hurting in all these sad days
"i want to see you" is playing on my lips
Even though i cannot hold you like this
i need you,i cannot sae anything more,i want you
i keep on hoping too,i keep on hoping...
Alone once again,missing you
baby i love you,i'm waiting for you...
BADMINTON! 10:05 PM
i'm jus a bloody bastard,that dun take advice.
bloody fucking bastard,
that still loves her sooo deeply when i noe i gota move on.
a bloody idiot who have nvr ever moved a single step on in life...
BADMINTON! 8:39 PM
INFERIOR TO OTHERS.
dk wat to sae.actually,is dk how to explain.jealous?yes.inferior?yes.why the fuck am i feelin this way?why the FUCK am i feelin so inferior to other ppl.lack of self-confidence?i tink so...from the once so confident me,to the inferior me.what the fuck happened sia?:(
is like the whole world is sooo much better than me.that guy must be sooo much better than me.i would agree.cause i bloody fucking
SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haix!!!!!!!!nth much 2 update also...except that i dun have a diary,so i'm expressing all my feelings here.takin it out on this blog...
BADMINTON! 7:54 PM
HAIX!!!!!since when did things start becoming so complicated?i wanna go back to sec 1,to when we don know each other...
BADMINTON! 12:26 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Well...all I can sae is I dun tink its possible between us.so stop asking me to go home with u or watsoever.I dun like u at all k?sorry that I am not telling it face to face with you...cause I dw see u cry...get it???get over me...find a better guy ba...I so not worth ur time and effort.I may go home with u,yes.but does not mean we stead k?a lot of them thought we steadin u know???so just tellin u indirectly 1st...
BADMINTON! 9:59 PM
Monday, January 10, 2011
My heart is feelin real sour now.always hoped that we could patch.or at least still in love with each other.guess that today,u proved me wrong.it was just the opposite.it was impossible for a patch and even now,I now confirm u dun love me anymore...wat happened???from the once so sweet us to the now so bitter us.izit cause I did not noe how to treasure u?I guess so.I heard from other ppl that u no longer have any feelin for me.I shut my ears.not wanting to hear anything.not wanting to face the truth.but,I mustured my courage today and asked you.I was hoping at least u dun ans.instead,u told me a direct NO.my tears dropped immediately.came down like rain.u saw.I would find a better girl.I asked u how.know y???cause at that time,my heart was still occupied with you.aorta.how love another person when urn heart is fully filled?y???y must god torture us???or rather,me?life has its ups and downs.but this time,it has gone far tooooooo deep down...to the tip bottom where no 1 can find me.and only the ups can bring me to see light again......
BADMINTON! 8:18 PM
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
saturday have training.cause wat CCA selection and bla bla bla.after that,nid go for SPECIAL parade at HQ.xian.tired to death.haix...have i gained ur trust back?i dun think so...i rly wish that everything could rewind so that i wun make those mistakes.but,i know its impossible. D;
haix...i know i'm supposed to let go but,i tried.i rly tired.i still cannot....D;
ada,we JY together k?
BADMINTON! 9:13 PM
Monday, January 3, 2011
宝贝 对不起,不是不疼你,真的不原意,又让你哭泣。
宝贝,对不起,不是不爱你,我也不原意,又让你伤心。
BADMINTON! 1:25 PM