I ownself noe I no hope.
Thus,I dun hope for any chance.I only hope u let me love you...

BADMINTON! 6:31 PM

Truth is....I still love u a lot...
I like u bout 3-4.months Le.still no progress...):
I was thinking.
If 1 day I tell u the truth,will u be shocked,or touched...):
Wondering when I went up on stage,did u give a damn...
So many things to wonder about...
Most of all,wonder when will it be my turn to give u happiness..
and when will mine eventually come...(':

BADMINTON! 5:29 PM

Everywhere I go,ppl have happiness...
I'm the only exception.when will it eventually be my turn?

BADMINTON! 8:30 PM

They sae I dun matter to u.I believe its true...

Anw,today,wherever I walk to,I see u...dk y...
When u leaving school,I tot I saw u looking at me...idk...
Ar.nvm.must b illusion... (:

BADMINTON! 7:17 PM

I rly dw u to be so important to me...
Even my friends sae ur my pirioty in everything...
Let go ba yankang...
She will nvr like you...

To you:I nvr tot I would fall so deep in such a short time of period.neither did I wan to fall in love with you...buy I did...ppl sae turning back is the only solution.guess I can only do tat yeah...harden my heart,strengthen my mindset,work on my determination...IF 1day...u rly like me le,I will remind myself of all the fucking words u used and jus dc.can sae I hate you now yea?anw,all the best in everything u do in future gd luck.

To Ada:hi.I noe I havnt being listening a lot bout ur advices and everything.sorry.I was blinded k.anw,last long.some ppl wan this happiness also cannot get,so,cherish it.(:

To jiesheng:hello.ur words did wake me up a little.although hurting,yet truthfully.there's 1 thing which I rly like not you.that's u noe how to make me smile.not a lot but not many ppl can.thanks for tat.

To melvin:hi.we have been close since sec1.we nvr stopped becoming friends despite the quarrels.ty.hope we will still be buddies next yr.1more advice.find a new girl.

To huiwen:hi.1st time writing dedications to you.dk if u will read but jus write K.we became closet this yr and better friends.u get angry n sad when ur friends are too.I saw that.ty for being my friend despite being such a terrible person.

To Rachel:hi.we drifted apart this yr.dk y.but hope qe can be tat close again someday,somehow.

To angie:hi.long time no talk.hope can be closer like rachel.

To all:thanks for being my friend despite the lousy character and attitude I have,despite the ugly facr I have.I promise I will try to be better and cherish all of u.

BADMINTON! 8:31 PM

I seriously HATE myself...

BADMINTON! 10:48 PM

Angry...disappointment...pissed....hopes crashed...

BADMINTON! 10:32 PM

When are u gonna reply my texts...

BADMINTON! 8:29 PM

All those questions which I asked u...
U all sae no...

Yet...when I asked u whether can I woo u,u also said no.
That ans and the rest of answers contradict...
I rly wanna make u the happiest girl In the entire world...

BADMINTON! 10:52 PM

I rly dk wat to sae...
Just hope 1 day....u can see what I'm doing and accept me...
Waiting for u always...

BADMINTON! 10:10 PM

Will u give me a chance to give u everything I can...pls...

BADMINTON! 6:34 PM

I suddenly miss u so much...
All I hope for is 1.chance...
1 chance is all I nid.
I swear.
I wun treat u like he did
I will give u everything that I can give
Just 1 chance pls...

BADMINTON! 11:39 PM

My friends sae I'm foolish...
I noe...
But I still wait for u...
Idk y...
U can dun care...
U can dun like me back...
But u can't stop me rite...

The fact that u can't see what I'm doing hurts...

BADMINTON! 11:07 PM

I didnt mean for this to go...as far as this...
I didn't mean to get so close
I didn't mean to fall In love...
But I did...
I rly wanna tell u I love you.
But...I can't...

BADMINTON! 9:53 PM

U still don't get the hint...
I told u all those is cos I want u to noe I still love and waiting for u girl...tsk...

BADMINTON! 9:28 PM

To u...
No matter how u sae...I just ki waiting...
Idk y either...
I noe u have no feelings for me...
That rly brought me down..
But...I still love u deeply...

BADMINTON! 8:30 PM

The hardest part about walking away from you is knowing you won't chase after me...

BADMINTON! 2:00 PM

seeing jiesheng and ada so sweet,rly vry happy for them.
last long eh both of u.

-jiesheng:sup BRO. :P take gd care of my jie k!!!!!or else alot ppl come find u taiji 1 ho!my jie cannot be mesed with 1 eh!haahas.k la.serious.she rly vry sweet to u and trying her best to mantain this k?everything u do matters alot to her.so yeah,try ur best to treat her well yeah?(:


-ada:hey jie.so sweet uh?AWWWWWWW!hehe.lax la,jk nia.k,serious liao.don't eat sweet liao k?u 2 sweet enuff le.glad that u finally found ur own happiness which truly belongs to u.so,yeah.believe in him.don't lie to urself anymore.he's that important to u k?><

LAST LONG THE BOTH OF YOU!!!!!!!:D



P.S
i wonder when will there be such a post like that for me...?(':

BADMINTON! 12:04 AM

hu was the 1 hu told bai jun xiang bout us nia...?
its not my jie,nor izit my bros.hu exactly izit nia.wtf...
can it be you...?
but why did u do that...
why...

BADMINTON! 11:07 PM

hu was the 1 hu told bai jun xiang bout us nia...?
its not my jie,nor izit my bros.hu exactly izit nia.wtf...
can it be you...?
but why did u do that...
why...

BADMINTON! 11:07 PM

i cant believe that...
that after all those things u have done to me...
i still can be so deeply in love with you...
you lied to me...
you said u liked me when u still had him...
u said u maybe missed me...
i believed everything u said...
even till now...im still in love with you...
u may not know...
u dc at all...
in ur eyes,he's the only 1 that matters...
but to me?ur the most important 1...
1 more day...tomorow will be yr 1st month...
i have accepted the fact that ur with him...
but why...?
why did u lie to me...?
izit true but now u dw me to know
or
u rly dun like me...?
i wanna dig ur heart out and see what's inside it...
its all jus too confusing...
anw...
HAPPY 1ST!!!!!!!!^^




ok.enuff of all those.
tomorow going out for movie with friends.(:
dk what that ada soh wan watch also.name not nice then dw watch.crazy girl.
supposed to SHE come also,but,her annivesary ma~better not.(:
told jiesheng to dun jio her liao.(:

BADMINTON! 6:07 PM