I dont deny the fact that even though most of my heart is with her,Just now i still felt like hugging and holding ur hand.
I cant deny.idk why either.
Aiya.
Give up sua
Hmmmm.will wait till the right person comes de(:
Wan her to accept...?wait a a thousand years ba...
Sorry to disappoint.u le mei...
What u wan see will nvr come true...
I n her will nvr be together...
Idk y now i scared to rly talk with u.
I will be reminded of the past and him.hmmm.
Most of the time,chances only come once.
Cheer up ba.
Go slp le.nights everyone!!!(:
Guess what.i love you.hahaha.
Im like so freaking bored
I feel so distant from every single.person...
Am.i gonna change back to being.the quietest boy in class?without any.friends and being all alone?hais...
Maybe even gonna quit badminton...
Everything just seems to happen at .the wrong time.Nobody to talk to...
Give up waiting for ur reply.
FOREVER ALONE.
EVEN.JOREEN GOT HER OWN TOH JUN HUI LE.):
In the end also wasted...
Sua.
Tsk.whole twitter spammed by social entiquete thingy.
Next yr.hmmmm.Suddebly.dont feel like wearing le.like show off nia.Graduation ball.
you eh?will u go to the ball next next yr?O.o
hmmmm.Nth to talk abt
Not bad sei.2nd month soon.JY ba.
Update ur blog also ho
I finally moved on(:
PANGSEI PANGSEI PANGSEI LA!!!!
You this pangsei kia!!!!
Block me...cheat.my feelings....):
Cheh joke!!!!
U feel.better.can le(:
No nid say u la.even.i also maybe not.going sch.
Literally sick.fml.
Totally no energy la.
Went home after u left sch.didnt want to get awakward walking with ur clique(;
Literally bored...):
I think is ur action today in class.
Or his right.
Wat talking u?haha.
Good.MANTAIN(:
Btw,if u rly miss it so much,make it happen.dont wait(;
Cheer up ferra leong hui shi.
Take the effort to talk to him(:
Lalalala.im bored.no r/s for the whole studying years!!!^^
Idk if ur blog.is talking bout me
If ur blog is about me,im sorry.
I wont intefere in ur r/s anymore.
I will get outta ur life.
Just post whether is me or not pls.
Wtf man.
Seriously?!?!?!
All also getting bf or gf.then no nid me le la-.-
Kcan.
He had tuition today.jus now when see dao him ask le.
Communicate ba.
Dw say too much.
Can i do wat u did to relieve all my probs...
No mood for anything la.
Exams like that.fml
Do u hate me...?
How r u...
Since when was i such a stranger to u huh?
Why u so cold to me nowadays?
Cos i like u?and im like affecting ur r/s in an indirect way?
Fine then.im sorry.for liking u.
Think i finally know why i wanna.help u 2 le.
Cos i trust that he can bring.u the happiness that u want,the happiness i couldnt bring to you.And,the hurts that i brought to you,he will nvr bring to u(:
爱死你<3
I still love you. 11.11
Although saying that,i know deep in my heart that my feelings still belong to u only.):
Wat big sister sia?
Xmm still xmm okay~
Since.u 2 start,i have been.giving u 2 my blessings.Hope that when it is finally my turn,u will do the same.(':
Bro and Sis for life.ofc,the promise.still counts.when u nid me,i will still be here for u.
When u needed me,i was there.When u wanted.someone to run with u,i was there.When u needed someone to care for you,i was there.but u werent,i understand.so when next time i become u,pls understand as well.(:
BRO AND SIS HUAT AR!!!!^^
Axtually is can de lo!!!!in the end cannot!!!!sad die me.):
Everything.i told u today is exactly how i feel alrights.
I feel god damn useless and terrible being.such a a lousy bf to u.
To speak the truth,my feelings for u since last yr till.now nvr fade.b4
Fuck luh.today is like so damn boring lo.
WTF DO I DONT.UNDERSTAND.OMG.
THIS QUESTION.HAS.BEEN IN MY.HEAD.FOR THE PAST HOUR!!!!
Do u have any secrets regarding me?
I jus dw u fo be sad.no matter what
"@DailyLoveScopes: #Sagittarius: You are resisting the change that you have wanted all along. Open your eyes & see that everything is happening for the best."
I hate myself for helping u 2 mantain this r/s
but when probs come between.u 2,i still wanna help without me even realising it
Joking nia...(:
^^
I fuckiNg cried after the 2nd time -.-
Okay.not cry.tears roll down automatically.eyes pain de.hmmmm.shld i start privating my.blog?
Ltr u see all my inner feelings.
Idw u to sad sad.):
When u were so emo otp,i rlt feel.so helpless and useless...
Yet i cant say much.
Ferra...cheer up pls...):
Main motive was to make u happy and laugh.
Did that ald.(:
Mantain how u laughed during otp okay.<3
Eh,can otp.
Come on ferra leong.
u kip tell me.ur strong.u shld be much stronfer than this!!!
Dont overthink.ur over thinking again!!!
Everytime u overthink,u will get so worried.but in.th end?NTH HAPPEN.
so stop thinking le.even if sth does happen,rememer!!!!u still got me!!!!still got XY rhey all ar!!!!
Dont let those who care for u disappointed!!!!
I do re mi mi mi mi mi miss you.
Willl there ever be a day when u suddenly text me.and ask me out?
WHO DARE TOUCH U ANYHOW!!!! ): :@
The truth behins the words.
The lies.
Shall nvr be uncovered.(:
只要你开心,就够了 (':
I knew i will lose and say sorry first...
I nvr expected.it to be so fast...
And...nvr expect u to not reply...
Hao ba...
I tell u le.
I
i put exclamation mark is joke de.
And,i didnt even mention him.must u mention.him?
When u know i still like u?
Means u trying to use him to win the arguement?
Then.i can tell u.u win le
Why u must tell me in such a way like i dw u to go meet him?with exclamation marks huh.
Like.im.stopping u?
I joking nia.u nod say dao like that ma?
Still point middle finger.point lo.
Wanna pick a fight?
Come la.although i know.i will lose.
Tsk.
nid say dao like that meh?
Fk la.
idgaf anymore
I DONT GET IT T.T
Not gonna slack le.
Knew it.
Suan.le ba
Do you miss me like how i miss you? ):
Here i am,telling you.
I will wait for u till my.last breath.
Talk abt NS?idc,i.will make out time.to find.u
talk abt.work?i will make out time to pei u.
Talk abt growing old?obviously it will be with you,hand.in hand.
talk bout children?they will be a pretty/handsome,blur child.like us.pretty like you,blur like me.
Talk.bout evenings?it.will jus be me n.u,at bukit.timah hill,watching.the.sunset.
Talk bout love?it is jus me and you.<3
If u two eventually break,and.i ask for.patch,please gimme.a.chance to fulfil.all.of the above.cos without u,the above cant.be.fulfilled.
Cos its all WITH YOU.
I love you ferra.leong hui shi
Huishi lie to me!!!!say wan updaye blog.in the end???Nothing!!!!make me so happy now so sad.dw talk to u le la..):
Sounds Familar?^^
I miss love you lao po
I love you luh lao po.
What else to call u lei.
Lao po kanna snatch from him le.
Cry ar.):
HAPPY TOMOROW.
Almost forget.hmmm.
how does kissing u feel like?
Hmmm.>.<
can try ma? :p >.<
Im jealous of alfred.
For having my world to me.
Please be mine again.):
Still,i saw alfred and.ur pic.then his name on ur hand.
STILL CANNOT FORGET...
HAIS..
Gotta admit sth.when u were sitting opposite me alone,then when we look each other in the eyes.for awhile,felt like kissing u.
LOVE TODAY MAN.^^